So, here is the new pool...

... with Hannah and Noah enjoying it!  Also, I've started Nutrition Sciences classes in school.  Should be helpful with the weight loss and with gaining a Nutrition Counseling or Life Coach career.

New Pool Going Up Tomorrow!!!

So, I'm finally getting my new pool tomorrow.  I'm very happy about that.  My pond area is coming along nicely also... 

See?  Isn't it pretty?  I'll post pictures of my pool after it's up tomorrow.  Being very active outside lately.  I also have been walking (today was the third day in a row). 

THEY FIT!!! THEY FIT!!!!

I bought a size 10 pair of shorts because they were too cute to pass up and I figured eventually they'd fit... THEY FIT NOW!!! I must have lost more inches than pounds!  Happy Easter to all!!

I'm feeling good lately.  Going to psych dr. to try and get rid of this anxiety.  She has already told me that I am borderline agoraphobic and if I don't get a handle on it, I will not be able to leave my house, even to get out in my yard amongst my wonderful flower beds and hummingbirds.  Not cool...  I can't have that happen.  Getting out in the dirt and planting to make something look beautiful is a great joy in my life.  I call it "dirt therapy".  I can't lose that.  So, even though it takes a huge toll on me emotionally to get out there to go to the doc, I'm not giving up!  

Pics tomorrow of my new hibiscus.

Must be doing something right....

At today's weigh-in, I was at 150 lbs.  YAY, ME!  I have lost 5 lbs this week alone!  That makes 14 in 3 months.  And my landlord said she hardly recognized me because of the weight loss (I haven't seen her in 3 months).  That was certainly nice to hear. 

Here's the link I promised...

Paul A Webster Memorial 5k Run/walk and One Mile Jay Jaunt (Family Fun Run)

Okay so, I found out that 5k is about 3.1 miles...  Sheesh!  I better start training, huh?  Went and got the Zumba Dance Party 2 for Wii the other day.  Hooking it up and trying it out today.  (It'll probably be a lot more fun OUT of the box, don'tcha think? lol...)  Gotta laugh at myself or life would be a lot tougher than it already is!  Was gonna work on my pond area today and get the soil ready for gardening because we've had really hot weather lately but, wouldn't ya know, it cooled off today.

Anyways, I digress...  About the 5k, I know for sure I can walk @ least a mile and 1/2, possibly even 2.  So, now I just have to work on getting my nerves settled and realize that the world out there is not as scarey as I have myself convinced that it is, and then get to training for the extra 1.1 mile that I'm not sure I'm able to do yet.

'Til tomorrow, have a good one...  (starting food diary on here again tomorrow).

Been awhile... again!

So, I haven't posted in awhile.  Haven't been really taking care of myself either.  But now I will be every day for sure because I made a promise to a very special person who I love with all of my heart, my niece Ericka.  There is a 5k coming up in honor of her cousin, Paul.  I told her that I would get healthy enough and brave enough to walk (not run... come on now, let's don't go overboard on this fat lady!! lol) in it because she promised me that if I would do it, so would she!  Just how far is 5k anyways, does anybody know?  At any rate, it'll be my first ever.  I will post the link to Paul's site as soon as I find it on my facebook wall.  I forgot to copy it before I came over here.  So, tomorrow will be the start of my walking to see how far I can walk without passing out... lol!  Just kidding... my foot will give out before my breath does.  I got a new tattoo and it is still sore.  Til tomorrow then!

YAY, ME! Small victories...

Well, I got out of bed for at least 1/2 the day today.  Even did the dishes and mopped.  Was rewarded by finding my rose bush had bloomed today.  Middle of winter, and my roses are still blooming!  Gotta love that. Only thought about him 2 or 3 times today (ok, plus now makes 4)...  Going to try to just think "I wish you well" whenever he pops into my head and do something to keep me busy so that I don't think anymore.  Still not enough calories today to sustain metabolism and fat burn, but I did make myself eat 2 poached eggs and a glass of Almond milk.  After the game, I'm going to play Wii with my son.  Hoping to burn some calories there.