Year 3... will it be any better??

My weight is down.  I'm a size 7-8 from a 14 just 2 years ago.  That's the good news.  Bad news?  I didn't do it the healthy way so it'll be hard to keep off.  I fell into my old bad habits of quick weight loss. I'm back to walking now and playing outside with the dog, but I'm hoping it's not too little too late.  I do not want to gain the weight back, as I have done for the past 20 years.  But, I should have thought of that before taking the easy way out... again.

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More bad news, my son has been diagnosed with testicular cancer. He had the mass removed, but we
 won't know if it's malignant until after the biopsy.  I'll keep everyone posted.  Pray for the best.

Maybe I should have said "one DAY at a time"....

*Big sigh*....  ok, now what?  I'm so used to doing the same old thing everyday and not enjoying myself that I don't know where to start first.  I guess I should start by cleaning up all the old clutter to make room for the sparling new everything, including me.  Alright, even that task sounds daunting...  How about just one room at a time, one step at a time?  Yeah, that I can do.  Got invited to a parade today.  Almost went too, then panicked.  I'm not ready for that outside world just yet...  Oh, GOOD NEWS:  finally got the ex to back off.  He called after being told NEVER to call again so I kept posting on his facebook until he finally messaged at me to leave him the "F" (not saying the word he used) alone!  YES!!! NOW we're on the same page!  I was hoping he'd start to feel that way because it costs money to change a phone number and he's not worth another dime of mine! (and no, I don't have caller ID).  Okay, *another sigh*, more coffee and then cranking the music and getting at this business of living and evolving (or is it "re-evolving since I'm going back to me and not forward to something else?? point to ponder...)  Until later.....