Today has been a good day. I went for a walk to make myself get out of the house. I bought myself this little inspirational gift (see photo). It's both an inspiration and a little reward for going for a walk by myself. Usually, I would make my son go with me so I don't get anxious, but he's not here anymore and I have to rely on myself. If I'm to locate the real me inside of this person I've become, I need to draw upon the strength and confidence I once had, that I know is still in there somewhere....
It says: Dance as if no one is watching
Sing as if no one is listening
Live each day as if it were your last
Isn't that pretty? Of course, I don't know that I'd do that last one. There are two people in particular that I would REALLY like to get even with and if I knew today were my last day, oh boy could I do some damage.......
Love the gift. You'll get your confidence back, it will get easier with your son being away as time goes by.
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