AND EVEN MORE UPSET WITH HIM FOR ONCE AGAIN MAKING PROMISES HE NEVER INTENDED TO KEEP!!!!!
Thursday, March 17, 2011
just LOOK at the difference a year 1/2 and being unhappy does to a body....
Although I was by no means thin or healthy, this pic (with my friend's baby) is me at 145 lbs. This was 2 years ago (nearly). Then I got back with Jeff and was miserably back with him for a year. The pic with the red shirt is me now (even AFTER losing weight recently). Just goes to show you what life can do to you if you let it.... I'm very upset with myself for letting myself go!
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Live and learn, I say... Also, life is what you make it so if you don't like how you're living CHANGE IT!!! That's the best advice I've ever given myself and SO GLAD that I finally listened to myself!!!
ReplyDeletePam... I'm fairly certain that's the Dec. photo... where's the one of you after you've lost 10lbs. already this mo? Also, the weight you lost in Jan. too. Don't dwell on the past as you've got your future to look forward to. Just think I know you'll blow right past 145 in a very short time & then you'll be like, WoW look at me now & focus on how good you feel RIGHT NOW!
ReplyDeleteI haven't taken anymore. This was just an example of how bad I let myself go from a couple of years ago. I know, I am motivated to get down to my goal of 115, but it still pisses me off that I did that to myself!!!
ReplyDeleteand actually, no, THIS is the now pic... the december one I was inside and I had size 14 jeans on. These are size 11.
ReplyDeleteOh ok, I could have sworn a few posts back you'd said that the red shirt photo was from end of Dec.
ReplyDeleteSo the photo above is from right when you started the 24 day challenge? I can't remember how tall you'd said that you were. I think you'd said you were 5'2"? Which is exactly how tall I am. I'm hoping for 115-117 final weight. I know I can't get any lower than that with muscle mass. Forget what those dumb MD charts say too. They say i'm supposed to be 110lb. & I know for a FACT that is an impossible goal to achieve with as much as I workout & have worked out in the past. In Spring of 2004 I did weigh in at 117 (I did it in a VERY bad & unhealthy way) Practically eating nothing working out 25-30 hours a week & was crabbier than heck doing it too. All I have to say is that is NOT the way I'm doing it this time & I feel GREAT losing it the way that I am. But i'm sure i'm preaching to the choir so I'll shut up now.
lol! Yes, you're definitely preaching to the choir on that one! But, no, I am 5' 0" unfortunately. Those extra 2 inches sure would help distribute my weight a bit more evenly!!! And I feel GREAT also, so not letting the pics get me down too much. I've given myself all of this year to lose my extra weight so that I wouldn't stress myself out (cortisol build up of fat around the stomach when you're stressed you know!) or get discouraged that the weight wasn't coming off quickly enough. That pic was 3 days after starting the 24 day challenge (or 2, maybe) anyways, I'm thinner than that.
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